my feel right now..:'(

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry


old song suddenly came in my mind..
really touch my heart..

DI MANAKAH AWAK SEKARANG?

kadang2...

kadang2 kte terlupe someone yg bnyk tlg kte dlm idup nie..kdg2 kte x prasan pon die ade kat blkg kte..kdg2 kte lpe an die..kdg2 kte busy dgn hal kte smpai x ingt org 2..aq x tau larhh nk ltk kdg2 pe ag..ade ag..kdg2 kte brada diatas krne die..kdg2 kte x endah an die yg bnyk tmn kte..aq nk mnx maaf sngt2 pde spe2 yg aq trlupe 2..aq x mlupe kan korg tp aq mlrikan dri dari korg..lbey bek tdk rpt..aq plih jln 2 sbb aq nk bljr dri bwh..aq nk bljr spe dri aq nie..lbey bek brdikari sndri..hkikat mnusia yg mdh terlupe..kdg2 aq trlupa yg aq ade ibu bapa..mereka yg aq dah lme x dgr brita sjk aq merantau nie...cdey..mmg aq seorg yg kuat hati untk tggl an fmly..tp maybe sbb aq trlalu ikt hati untk bljr sndri..sume ajrn aq bwa aq lpe an..atau pon..ibu bapa aq yg inginkan begitu..ntah yg mne sa2..mnjdi pertanyaan ag dlm ati aq nie..skrg aq diatas..tp aq terlupa nanti aq akn dibawah...aq smpn kms2 die dlm kmus idup aq..sperti mnyimpan dan mggunakan nye apabila diperlukan..:((((

ha2..ari nie someone tlh mlupekan prmintaan aq untk antar aq ke satu tmpt..xpe larhh..xnk pkse..tp aq tachink la ckit..urmm..aq smbt bufday zaa arie nie..pas2 aq ngan lisyaa stay kat bwh pondok coz ujan..nk tau pe ktorg wat..pnye bsn gler..nie larhh yg terjdi..jeng3..

he3..ntah pape pos ktorg wat ngah2 ujan lbt 2..:)))

bile aq boring....

PART 1

PART 2

mkin lme aq mkin x btol ble dok dlm blik nie..hahahahahaha..cam2 bnde aq wat ble dah boring yg teramat mlampau..huwa3..:PPPP

kontroversi tingkatkan prestasi..

think about somethg..kontroversi tgktkan prestasi..is it need? i dont think so..but in the certain situation i think it will be requirements..analyzed as that happened 2 me..it is so fucking! i hate that..the suddenly changes will not bring any good things..even it will could be a shock to others..ha3..i do it that just 4 fun n not really 2 changes..people who cannot accept this..will see me with suspicion..be yourself is better..this is myself..hardcore,simple,rockers..very rude..hahahaha..always in my favourite colour..BLACK..i'm not that call it pengkid..but i'm looks like tomboy n a strong women..

CUT THROAT..

And what of passion!?
And what of shame!?
We have suffered both the same!
And what of regret!?
And what of hate!?
The price we pay is all too great!

Callous are your thoughtless ways!
I hope and pray for better days!
Disguised behind the lies
Do you not realize?
This is heartless
This is heartless
Disguised behind the lies
Do you not realize?
This is heartless
This is cut throat!

And what of forgiveness!?
And what of blame!?
Does your venom spew my name!?
And what of resentment!?
So what if I'm damned!?
Vicious actions deserve reprimand!

Callous are your thoughtless ways!
I hope and pray for better days!
Callous are your thoughtless ways!
I hope and pray for better days!

klas sem 2..

arinie aq rse cam blurr sngt dlm klas smpai dlm klas pngajian m'sia aq x tau aq bljr pe..sa2 pe pon x msok..kuar tndg,kuar tndg..last2 termung n berangan pe pon aq tau..dlm klas creative comm lak aq xde mud lnsg nk lukis2 pe jadah sume..otak aq beku untk sementara ari nie..aq asyik rse nk mengamuk je ngan lisyaa..seb bek die sbr je ngan prangai aq nie..dlm klas theory lak gler ngantuk..seb bek pe die ajr msok dlm kple otak..da la full arie nie..dri kol 12-6 xde gap! mampossssss......isnin pon sme..kol 10-6..de gap dri kol 3-4 je..mamposss gakkkk...MARA ble wet mau msok r?????

plik2..

arie nie aq jmpe org yg plik2..prangai yg sngt2 annoying gler..pas2 pning pk prangai seorg hmbe Allah yg lme tlah dikenali..pon very annoying gak..ntah ble nk ubah prangai pon aq x tau..pnt nk lyn prangai mengada2 kau..aq diam die ckp aq bsg die ckp..ble nk snyp pon aq x tau..ngan nk tkr klas yg sngt mncbr ksbrn aq..xpe..sbr jela..dah biase aq kne caci maki dlm klas..aq dah x ksh sume 2..urmm..

tarikh dlm kngn..:)))))

aq sngt larhhh hepi arie nie coz akhrnye pe yg aq nk aq dpt ari nie! aq x an brpsh ngan adeq ku syg sorg nie..owhh sygggg sngt kat ko..klau aq tkr class agknye dah lme aq down kot..ko pon hepi an ngan aq..bru nk bek2 ngan aq..ble tau kte psh bkn men ag ko nk mrjok..pndai ko erkk..ha3..seb bek kwn bek aq..klau x..mmg aq dah lme ggt ko..ha3,,thannkk korng sume yg tmn aq g jmpe lectre untk meyakinkan diorg untk msuk klas sme..hu3..wpon sir azrul sngt plik coz aq pnye sng larhh dpt msok sec len..hu3..rzki..mke aq nie de cri2 mke dekan kot..ha3..pape pon mmg aq ingt r trikh nie..syg korg sngt2 tau x!!!!!!!<3<3<3

arie yg gler!

jenuh mncri kdai gnting rmbt ngan lisyaa nie..huwa3,,bnde len cri bnde len yg djumpe..bley dikate an cam arie yg mlg ckit aq ngan die nie..time aq g sa2 kdai gntg rmbt yg dkt ngan ostel nie..aq x tau lak kdai 2 dah ttp..aq ngan mke slambe nye mnekan lonceng kdai itu..then aq pon tnye..sye nk cut hair dkt cnie larhh..amoi cina 2 wat mke plik..nk tau nape???aq pegi 2 bkn kdai gntg rmbt tp kdai beer..amoi 2 ckp kdai 2 dah ttp..aq ngan lisya cpt2 bla dri c2 coz aq rse cam bengang n mlu gler..kdai 2 pon sa2..tkr larhh gmbr kat dpn kdai 2..mengelirukan tol..aq ngan lisya pon bergrk larhh ke pndan indah..ktorg g la axis..kat c2 lak..c lisya nie nmpk pamplet cam kdai aq cri 2..aq pon ngan slambe tros msuk kdai 2 n tnye kdai nie bru pndah ke kat cnie..laki cina 2 dah plik..die ley nganjing aq lak..kdai nie dah lme cme yg brubah die ltk bunge je dpn kdai..huwa3..bengang gler aq kne nganjing..aq pon mls nk cri psl aq ckp aq nk gntg rmbt..pas gntg rmbt 2 ble aq kuar dri kdai 2 bru aq prasan yg aq slh kdai! tp x pela..asal an die gntg lawa..ptot larhh die dok nganjing aq je dri td..rpenye slh kdai..mcm2 bnde ag aq jmpe kat cnie..tp nk taip pnt lak..hu3..klau cter nie bejela nk tls..tp dpt spend time ngan ko yg mmg sme2 msok air mmg best..de mse kte g ag k..hu3:))))

sume mslh de penyelesaian..jgn give up untk brusaha..yaaa..tol..hrpn yg aq tggu hmpr2 di dpn mte..ambil yg jenih buang yg kruh..hrp2 rzki aq trbuka untk dpt an pe yg aq nk..:))
adeq..aq syg ko sngt..untk ko..aq wat pe je..aq x ksh..asal ko jgn tggl an aq k..bff 4 ever..everyday we spend time 2gether..smoking 2gether..study 2gether..n almost doing somethg 2gether..but..klau aq x pat tmn ko ag..arap2 jgn larh ko lpe an aq..aq bnyk berjse tau ngan ko..he3..syg kamoo la babe..:)))

azam di umo yg mkin tua nie..

thanxx k.wani,k.lina,k.akma,n k.rock yg bnyk abis an mse bersame2 ngan fila..maybe pasnie ssh nk jmpe an..sume dah busy ngan hal msg2..korg jnis x ksh n berkre..fila ske sngt dpt mmbr2 n akak2 cam korg..mmg best..hu3..maybe dgn perpshn nie aq dpt bljr sesuatu prkre..iaitu..sngt ssh nk trime someone dlm idup kte..wpon syg x smstinye kte memiliki..bljr untk berfikir pnjg sblm mmbuat kptusan..terutama k.lina yg bnyk tlg aq dlm wat satu kptsn..mmbr yg sngt mengerti..tp..aq sngt rse berslh gler sbb an miko n shana gdohh..aq x brmksd nk rsakkan hbngn korg..aq x mnx pon jd camnie..jln yg lbey bek aq jauh an dri dari korg..aq akn try untk idup tnpe prtlgn korg..smpai ble aq nk mlekat nagn korg je an..k.shana..fila mnx maaf sangt..fila wat k.shana jeles..bnyk mslh bertimpa2 dtg himpit kte..kte just cri miko untk luah an prasaan kpde mmbr jek..adeqqq..aq xnk psh ngan ko larhh gler!aq syg gler kat ko..jgn tggl an aq pleasee!!!

azam bru:-study~dpt an pointer 3.5 keatas..
-rokok~nk krg an r klau bley..
-couple~x pk ag wat mse nie..klau bley nk cri bbf sblm bcf!lbey better..
-duit~kmpl wet nk bli nikon n amik lesen kete..sblm nek sem 3 kne de lsen!

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